These two days have to be lumped together because, I can’t tell the difference between them in my mind. They both just kind of happened, actually throughout the entire weekend, I did the school work related to these two days.
Let’s start with Thursday. I got up at the regular time and worked on Math for a long time, and then did some British Literature, before Debate Class. It was really interesting trying to catch up, luckily, she is eliminating the Informative Speech (after I did all of that work, right?). But it was interesting to talk about all of the kids in my class’s topics. Then, I went to my Aunt’s House and started to pack up to go CAMPING! It was a lot of fun to go shopping and learn how to set up camp, and stuff like that, and then I got some work done, with a lot of just looking at the Lake and thinking in between.
Friday, the kids came out to the campsite, and we started to hang out and have a good time, and I tried to do some more of my homework. However, Lex got it in her mind that she wanted to learn how to write, and so I ended up spending 3 hours trying to teach her how to write the alphabet (in caps), while still trying to get some work done. I got a lot done then too, but I think it was a lot more fulfilling to teach a little one how to write.
Saturday was a lot of the same. Doing some work here and there, and also teaching Lex her letter’s….a lot. I got a lot of my work done (all but two things that needed the Internet). It was really interesting to see how quickly she was picking things up the more and more we practiced.
I also had a lot of time to think about my life. I started to think about things that have happened in the past that I can’t change, and yet, I somehow started to forgive myself. I got upset about a lot of the college stuff that has been bothering me lately. Yet, the beauty of the lake began to help me feel better about it. I started to let things go and just enjoy the weekend, later Saturday night, I didn’t find myself thinking about how much things sucked, or how everything was changing, I could only think about how amazing it was out there, to just hang out with the little ones, and to improve my handwriting, while helping a little person learn how to write for the first time.
Liam, Lex, and I discussed love a lot, and how everyone and everything deserves to be loved. It really warmed my heart to know that, even in the days that we live in, little kids still understand what love is, and know that everyone needs some. It made me happy.
Sunday, today, I had to come back to the real world. I had to finish all of my homework, and be reminded about all of the homework that I had to do, and all of the scholarships I needed to apply for, essays to write, and a lot of things to stress and worry about. I suppose we will see what happens this week.